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The Flesh Machine

by Oli Spleen & DELVI$

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1.
Useless Pumping 06:04
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What is this vision my mind is revealing Could it be all that I see is the ceiling Could it be all that I’ve known and I trust Is tainted by matters of longing and lust As I lay in my bed on my sweat-twisted sheets A pain in my head and my penis on heat Oh father forgive me please rid my poor soul of These infected thoughts that I have no control of I ask my minds desire to desist It will not go away night after night Oh cease this useless pumping of my fist That stains my linen with its jets of white My brain’s a filthy scrapbook with its pages all stuck together Of fetishised inanimates, of belts and boots of leather I know such sordid thoughts infect the wicked and the wise Who play upon their purple flute and feel the fluid rise Keeping their fingers clamped around its shaft, as smooth as silk Until it arrays in sudden sprays of opalescent milk I ask my minds desire to desist It will not go away night after night Oh cease this useless pumping of my fist That stains my linen with its jets of white What is this vision my mind is revealing Could it be all that I see is the ceiling Could it be all that I’ve known and I trust Is tainted by matters of longing and lust I ask my minds desire to desist It will not go away night after night Oh cease this useless pumping of my fist That stains my linen with its jets of white Please pacify the pink and winking child Who rears his head most anytime he pleases Only to be deflated and defiled My bed encrusted with his great white sneezes
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Masochismo 02:43
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My mouth and tongue flood with saliva’s salt As flame flushes my ears, and blood, my brain And all my skin writhes with a sense of fault -As livid with the parasites of shame A second fist hits lip and rips red hot Saliva drips, now marbled with bright red A million worms amass within my gut As muffled ringing resonates my head Throw all the world can throw at me Let it all flow, bring in on Certain in my uncertainty What don’t kill me will make me strong Please take me with vivacity and verve Or hate me with raw passion and pure zeal Just let me feel that something’s touched a nerve Or show me something real that I can feel You beat me with your barrages of blame -Attempt to rectify me with your fist And even though I writhe in fear and shame You’ll never truly hurt a masochist Throw all the world can throw at me Let it all flow, bring in on Certain in my uncertainty What don’t kill me will make me strong My mouth and tongue flood with saliva’s salt As flame flushes my ears, and blood, my brain And all my skin writhes with a sense of fault -As livid with the parasites of shame A second fist hits lip and rips red hot Saliva drips, now marbled with bright red A million worms amass within my gut As muffled ringing resonates my head Throw all the world can throw at me Let it all flow, bring in on Certain in my uncertainty What don’t kill me will make me strong
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Total Surrender 03:39
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I was a dark, twisted Limp wristed Hard fighter Pillow biter Who transcended gender You were a shirt lifting Deep fisting Cock sucking Fudge packing Friend on a bender And when our two twisted souls fisted Sparks lit the dark of our hearts Shocking sharp Penetrating fresh parts I remember, both muscle and member In total surrender Let me show you how a man submits Take me to the precipice of the pit Let me have it, don’t hold back one bit I descend to my one true agenda Total surrender It was hard slamming Rough ramming Cock cramming Shit stabbing In all of its splendour It was a hard taking Ball-breaking Breathtaking Earthshaking Type of a bender And then our two twisted, scarred, blistered Hearts fit to fill hard and dark hollow parts I’m a tart from the start And on heat, till my meat’s beaten tender In total surrender Let me show you how a man submits Take me to the precipice of the pit Let me have it, don’t hold back one bit I descend to my one true agenda Total surrender
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Kamikaze 02:12
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With a feverish lust like a fire in your chest You drug and you fuck 'till there's no fucking left Your mind is a mire of hunger and hate Your body's the temple that you desecrate This mind fucking soothes a little while Helps you swallow back the bitter bile Is this the punishment for your past sins Made you a cushion for the needles and pins You know you're bound to drown You hold the ceiling as the walls fall down Your path is plain to see Ka-ka-kamikaze Now you're wired by your veins to a hospital bed Wasting away and gaunt with regret At the years misplaced and the youth misspent And all the people who made you in hate with yourself Not such a pretty smile Now I'm choking on the bitter bile This is the punishment for my past sins Made me a cushion for the needles and pins I know I'm bound to drown I watch the ceiling as the walls fall down Who'd choose this way to be Ka-ka-ka-ka-ka-ka-kamikaze Looking back at the life that you wasted away No money in the world can buy back those last days Cling tightly to the last fond fragments of your friends Surely too soon for this to be the end
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Laudanum & Lavender 03:11
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I on my bed in limbo lie My moonward face fixed to the skies Lank space and scytheless time abound In twice five miles of fertile ground Laudanum and lavender Heavy lids and vacant stare In Xanadu I lost my place A crack den does not a Coleridge make A crack den does not a Coleridge make I deranged all my senses ‘till my brain became demented Exhausted poisons in myself and kept their quintessences I let my loins be mounted, to be trampled by the troops Who cheat my heart and laugh and squirt upon it jets of soup With all the gang-rape, self-hate So much sex that’s unsafe I sold myself, I made mistakes A rent boy does not a Rimbaud make A rent boy does not a Rimbaud make Laudanum and lavender Laudanum and lavender Laudanum and lavender Laudanum and lavender I’ve delighted in debauches and done everything I please Exposed myself to every form of violence and disease Devoured flesh and excrements and found the dark within And made my own morality, supreme spiritual sin By all means take the bait, make mistakes Do what thou wilt for fuck sake Just let you life be what you make A death cult does not a Crowley make A death cult does not a Crowley make Laudanum and lavender Laudanum and lavender Laudanum and lavender Laudanum and lavender
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Will to Kill 01:51
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All I feel is less than whole All I have inside is hunger Won’t you help to fill this hole Won’t you help me vent my anger Tell me what good can I do Easier to do some evil Wrong is right and false is true Now I’m dancing with the devil Oh my will, my will is weak I don’t practice what I preach I don’t sow all that I reap I’m lost and low, my will is weak Tie my wrists and bind my feet Hold my tongue so I can’t speak Make me humble make me meek Make me strong, my will is weak I want to do something bad Something that can’t be forgiven Maybe I should kill a man Then I’d know the price of living Now my future’s looking bleak I’ve lost all I longed to keep Help me please I’m incomplete Hold me now, my will is weak I want to do something bad Something that can’t be forgiven
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Anal Joy 04:26
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Oiled as the wetness of the womb All pebble-dashed upon the drum My silence echoes round the room The copper taste of salt and come Into this gasping burrow delves The ferret as each piston-pump Rattles the railings of the shelves Causing my kidneys twist and jump Anal joy Anal joy Anal joy Oh tear my body limb from limb Make a sweet pudding of my brain And sew fine garments of my skin To cover up your naked shame Now cure me of this donkey’s lust With every thrust attest my sin I put my colon to your trust And feel the ferret wet within Anal joy Anal joy Anal joy

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Recorded in 2008

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released August 8, 2008

Vocals & lyrics Oli Spleen
Music & production DELVI$
Front cover art Sara Abbott & Oli Spleen

Vocal samples include: William S. Burroughs, Lydia Lunch & Allen Ginsburg.

All songs originally conceived by The Flesh Happening: Spleen, Sumner, Leppard, Byford.

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Oli Spleen Brighton, UK

A solo artist since 2012, Oli Spleen started making music way back in 2003 with his first band The Flesh Happening.

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